I wanted to give a brief background regarding my Military history to help see and understand the person behind the blog.
I am constantly reminded of my high school football years. Not as glory days and how great we all were, but in the lessons I learned years later about myself. I play for a 6-A team at Shades Valley as a 165 lbs. offensive lineman. Our Coach, Robert Higginbotham who played under the legendary Coach Bear Bryant, had simple requirements - total perfection.
Not having much size or athletic ability I relied on persistence. I started at left guard my Junior year '84-'85. While playing against Robert E. Lee I injured my knee in the first quarter. During the game I felt I had let my team down as well as myself. I stayed in the game and didn't let anyone know I was hurt until the next day. After physical therapy and a desire to improve, I returned my Senior year '85-'86 as the starting center. I learned a lot about not giving up and being a part of a team under those hot August days on the practice field.
As a sophomore in college a fraternity brother in ROTC recommended that I take Military Science. There was no obligation with the Military and it was a good way to help bring up my GPA. The class instructor was CPT Hogg. We learned basic map reading skills, how to write operations orders and basic Military history.
CPT Hogg spoke to me several times about the opportunities of being a member of the Guard. The Cold War was over, the Iron Curtain was coming down and peace was breaking out all over the world. I enlisted on 04 April 1990 as a 23 year old PFC (Private First Class) due to my college credits and was given an MOS (Military Occupational Skill) of 11B (Infantry). I was then assigned to a Mortar Platoon in the 1-167 (IN). Within months Iraq invaded Kuwait and everyone was being deployed.
I went from a Sophomore to Senior in college within 3 months before leaving on 16 August 1990 for basic training at Ft. Benning. I was with both National Guard and Active Duty components. The training was challenging and the Drill Sargent's gave us a lot of corrective training in the form of push ups and flutter kicks. It was a true sense of accomplishment completing the training none of us were sure we could do.
As a SPC in 1992 I was selected via board as the 31st Separate Armored Brigade "Soldier of the Year". I attended PLDC (Primary Leadership Development Course) at Ft. Benning in March 1993 and soon entered the ranks as an NCO (Non-Commissioned Officer).
In 1995 I was slotted and began BNOC (Basic Non-Commissioned Officer Course) Phase I. As fate would have it I ran into MAJ Hogg from my Military Science class. He was going to be an instructor at AMA (Alabama Military Academy) OCS (Officer Candidate School). When he learned I was still in the Guard he told me "You're going to OCS." The following Monday my packet had gone and I was now an Officer Candidate in AMA Class 40.
I met a lot of great people while at OCS. Many of those in my class have served at least one tour over seas and more than a few have served two. I am still fortunate to keep in touch with those who I was able to bond a friendship with.
After graduating OCS I went to IOBC (Infantry Officer Basic Course) at Ft. Benning from October to March 1997. I was then assigned as the Mortar Platoon Leader and went back to the Infantry Battalion. In May of 2001 as a 1LT, I decided it was time for me to step away from the Guard. My family was changing and the health of my Mother was of concern. Then, September 11, 2001 happened. I watched horrified as the twin towers fell and the Pentagon was attacked while others were killed living their daily lives aboard an airplane in an open field. With paperwork still pending regarding my discharge it was a no brainer that I had something more important to do.
I ended up being activated for a year on Home Land Security in Oxford. I was an Active Duty 1LT Riffle Platoon Leader. After spending 13 months on deployment it was time to come home. I attended the Infantry Company Commander's Career Course at Ft. Benning in January 2003. I was promoted to CPT in October 2003.
Over the years of experience and training I've been through and the people I've met I have been fortunate to meet some very smart and intelligent people with a vast understanding of Military doctrine. Most of these people have forgotten more than I'll ever know. Some people go for awards and some go for promotions. I on the other hand have gone for either. I feel I still have so much work to do in order to be considered for awards and quick promotions. I don't have a charismatic personality, I'm not the smartest person in the room and I tend to try to listen more that talk; I say this only to the point of being extremely comfortable with who I am.
Looking back to my Senior year of football our team went 2 and 8. Coach Higg said this was the worst year he ever had and years later I read that he had considered quiting after my Senior year. The truth is, I learned more about myself by not winning than I could have by winning. I learned to never give up or stop believing in myself and in those around me. It's always easy to be a leader when everything is going your way, but it takes a really leader to handle things when they don't. I've heard, and continue to hear the term "gut check" where you reach deep down inside to see what you're made of. I realized, it doesn't take "guts" it takes "heart"; this is when you've done everything you can and you don't feel you can take another step, then someone in your group gives out a call or yell of reassurance that creates an extra burst of energy deep down inside that you didn't know what there, this comes from the heart.
I have been able to learn over the years what the important things are to me. Helping with the laundry, cooking supper, bathing the kids and doing the everyday mundane things around the house with my family are and have been the most important. I've been a member of the National Guard for over 17 years; I've now been Federally Mobilized twice and deployed for 3 hurricanes. I intend to reach 20 years of service and step aside for the younger and smarter men and women to do this job much better than me.
It's not always easy to do what's right, but it's important that the right thing is done regardless.
God Bless,
CPT Mike